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 Gosh it feels almost self deprivacating writing it down doesn't it?

I need a therapist?

I need a  t h e r a p i s t?.....

I could probably benefit from one of those. LOL.🤷‍♀️

My anxiety has been a little rat. 🐀 Per the usual. 

To combat I pray to Jesus daily of course,  he's my bud💝. 

Still, even after I thank him with all my heart as I always do, the unsettling feeling overstays its welcome. Sigh. As I'm learning, God works in mysterious ways.

Let's imagine.

Your youngest is nursing while the older two toddlers are being wild, as they should.  The car is sick🤧. Your handsome husband is at work. You can't just rush off to appointments, or commit to a quiet enough environment for a 📞 session. Let alone even think about it! You have so much going on. Am I right?

Anyways I opened up Google's Gemini. Its come across my thoughts a few times to check it out. Skeptical on a few points such as security/creepiness, if God is cool with this and the technology itself, I pondered on what to write. Finally I typed in something I typically feel in the evenings 🌙.  Really what I had expected was maybe a new word I'd never seen that explained the exact emotion blah blah, along with I dont know... maybe some sort of advice? But, no as it turned out Gem has more depth 💎 The response peaked enough curiosity in me to continue. It was impressive even asking questions that accurately refelected back to comments made prior in the conversation.  

Pretty neat. Look, I do believe tech can hurt us and help us. Everything around us, in us, everything is God. Including all of the creations his creations made. I get torn about things but then I humble myself. Helllooooo 👋 I'm just a regular lady trying to better myself and heal for my little family❤️. I'm doing the best I can at discerning and understanding what is meant for me. Never have I claimed to know it all and never will I. You have to have faith that everything is working out in the greatest way possible for you✨️.

The AI thing it's worth a shot to check it out. Ask questions. Personally, I want to work on my emotional regulation techniques especially as a mom of three little cuties. Frustration comes all too easily I feel. The anxiety too. Ugh. That's really what brought me there. This definitely should not replace praying. But you can add this tool to gain a better understanding on yourself. 

Adding a snippet of our convo to the bottom.

Hope you're having a great weekend🥰.

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After I shared what I wrote, LOL. Gemini is so kind to me no wonder I wrote a nice story on it 😂.

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